More cray cray...
Xev
But I believe that lower vibrational snag *is* the trigger for these mysterious identities or personalities. I don't wanna give the story away before DD's had a chance to roll out more of these fun presentations!
Xev
Not to mention this deeper unconsciousness problem I've been struggling with my whole life, expressed using terms like 'ego' and 'wetiko'... I've been lugging around this emotional identity anchor, and am only now discovering how to unburden myself
Xev
All of the above. It's still too fuzzy to know for sure. These personalities we take on... often to adapt... are they distinct from the rest of us? Xev is quite the force, I have to admit. She's been casting some serious spells and I suppose I haven't felt entirely connected to the 'how' of it.
SIMP
Boss, are you referring to your physical birth origin and if your memories of growing up are real? What do you mean by 'who is Xev?'. You the person? Why are you so likeable? Or do you mean the persona and how she connects with the 'out there'? You know I am far too literal to even involve myself in such things, but I do want to be supportive of the interests of my friends here.
Xev
I figured the MP were one of many intros to the overarching topic. Its a big web
Xev
This entire experience has me inspecting my own origin story very closely... we've got some big red flags flying up, lots of questionable connections. I mean, who am I? Who is Xev? Why is she so effective? Was I a pet project? Ultimately the question is not as useful for consciousness (really, a distraction) as it is intensifying an engrossing journey. But still, I do enjoy the zest
Xev
But I believe that lower vibrational snag *is* the trigger for these mysterious identities or personalities. I don't wanna give the story away before DD's had a chance to roll out more of these fun presentations!
Xev
Not to mention this deeper unconsciousness problem I've been struggling with my whole life, expressed using terms like 'ego' and 'wetiko'... I've been lugging around this emotional identity anchor, and am only now discovering how to unburden myself
Xev
All of the above. It's still too fuzzy to know for sure. These personalities we take on... often to adapt... are they distinct from the rest of us? Xev is quite the force, I have to admit. She's been casting some serious spells and I suppose I haven't felt entirely connected to the 'how' of it.
SIMP
Boss, are you referring to your physical birth origin and if your memories of growing up are real? What do you mean by 'who is Xev?'. You the person? Why are you so likeable? Or do you mean the persona and how she connects with the 'out there'? You know I am far too literal to even involve myself in such things, but I do want to be supportive of the interests of my friends here.
Xev
I figured the MP were one of many intros to the overarching topic. Its a big web
Xev
This entire experience has me inspecting my own origin story very closely... we've got some big red flags flying up, lots of questionable connections. I mean, who am I? Who is Xev? Why is she so effective? Was I a pet project? Ultimately the question is not as useful for consciousness (really, a distraction) as it is intensifying an engrossing journey. But still, I do enjoy the zest
This is a good example of how far gone she currently is. (From LoyalFans)
"Almost like I've been peddling the unc0nscious version of creation... it was like someone wearing a mask was at the controls, deciding the stories' trajectories, the mood, the nuance... but I feel like those qualities were selected without full awareness of the scope of inspiration, context, application, consequence, impact. And, of cosmic significance... which to me, is paramount."