When i started exploring OF i had no intentions of talking with anyone, just sub, rip, share. but as i signed up things weere changing, ppl began to lock up content and only release on DM, some selling bundles, for low prices, others selling short individuals for crazy prices. I still dont get how they come up with valuating their content! GET $1000 WORTH OF CONTENT FOR $40!!! OFFER ONLY FOR 24 HRS!!!! how the fuck do they add a price to it,is there some Becketts for rating contant?!
anyway, it kinda forces you to talk to them, something i never looked at until the first time i did, all of them asking me for dick pics. all of them. the most backward, bizarro world of thirsty girls, its worse than a strip club!but i talked to a few, some were ok, some were too pushy, some were cheating, at first i found myself relying on south american girls, they offer content for less than others and they pretty hot! LorenGrey and AudreyBaddie, found them worth it,i liked Loren more we talked more, Audrey is more business but delivers, they both deliver.
i ventured out a bit, and found myself liking Ukrainian creators, it made me think, im spending money here buying content, gaining respect and appreciation with what they do, and they just trying to make a living, like we all are. but whats happening in Ukraine is horribe since it started, i have been wanting to do something for tem, so why not just sub them and send them money instead, they kinda need it more since their economy is at a standstill, probbalyl very hard to work there right now, so many are on OF trying to support their family. its rough situation so i decided to just focus my attention on them
mostly nice, some were pushy, some asked some odd random unrelated questions then jump into "hey i made a new video you would like?" but man, they all charge a lot. like 25 for 5 pictures, 50 for 5 min vid. im here spending 6$ for 3 5min videos by south american girls, i wasnt really ready to splurge 50$ for a maybe its a good vid! after my first 4 weeks on OF, spent like 2600$ on that fucking site, i was pissed, a lil broke and i couldnt spend on there anymore had to pay shit off agressively, so i told all those i was spending freely on i couldnt anymore.even ones i never spent on but wanted to, but they just too expensive.
They all stopped messaging me. they all replied "thats ok babe" and silence. it was funny! just like that i hit a switch and the spamming stopped! except for one girl. she said dont worry about it but she liked talking to me even though i would respectfully ask her not to bother solicitating i dont want to waste her time. but she liked how we talked and wanted to just continue that, so we did
my early messages was like hey you look hot but i cant afford you, i dont wanna waste your time. she took that and appreciated what i was saying and gave me time anyway. never pushing or selling me anything. she would send me pics every now and then, something to look at, i couldnt give her any money, but she didnt want it, she just wanted to give me something cuz she really likes how we talk and i make her feel good when we chat. she would start sending me videos. for free. things were getting more sexual with our talks, claiming how i really turn her on, good with my words it drives them crazy.
i dunno if it just some shit they all say or what, but man she selling 5 min vid for $50 bucks but just giving it to me as a present for turning her on apparently. 3 weeks of not spending a dime i was in a better position to so i began to buy from her.seh really appreciate it, shed give me time and talk with me, wed sext on there, sometimes for free, other times id pay, which i was happy to at that point cuz shes already been generous with me and i want to support her onw, and while others dropped me she didnt, and never pushed me to buy. i never asked for discounts either and i made it clear with her i would neverm but she would offer things for less as she needs to make money too but doesnt want to be out of reach for me either, i told her im not a rich guy as i am not. my whole perspective on piracy has also been changing. theres some i would rip and share, but her and loren or audrey, i wouldnt.
Anyhow, this started from july and we are now Oct, both claim to have fallen for each other, but some of my friends find this all laughable, claims out of all girls on OF shes the most dangerous player andshe got me like a sucker. but dont feel that way cu she never asks for money, nut at the same time i understand shes on there to make money so she cant always have time for me, shes gotta eat too. when i can i give and she always shows so much appreciation when i do, other times i dont and yet shed send me stuff cuz i would help her get off while sexting. but some of my friend s keep me in doubt and it has caused trouble recently. i put her through the ringer, about this long con iw as made to suspect, being a cold asshole.. but after all that we had a good talk trying to understand each other as best we could, and both wanted to keep talking with each other. fuck the money she doesnt care.
maybe im an idiot, but i have fallen for her andi am faling every day further further into her, and she reciprocating to a degree, im still a guy she met on the net, shes a small girl in a war zone i cannot see without risking it, and she cannot defend herself if im some fucked up guy, so we taking our time building up trust, but have some undenyable passion towards each other. understand each other, like similar things and view things in similar ways.
so thats my falling in love story, and i hope it comes into fruition some day but in the meantime just appreciate what i can get. shes a smokeshow of a woman and the smarts, kindness and grace like no other. weve done video calls so im not being catfished by some dude.
my friends keep bringing up david and lana from 90 days fiance with me. i dont know i dont watch that shit
