An important message from Shizuka and a call for support. In her most recent posting on Ameba she posted the following sad message. Please visit her YouTube page and and Ameba page
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Edit: sertaline is an anti-depressant.
From Google Translate:
2/13/20
Good evening, Shizuka.
I would like to expand my activities further as a hot spring model, thank you very much.
Panic has increased since sertraline was discontinued.
The main reason is
1 I don't know what to do now
I'm scared to get angry
3 very lonely
4 Vague anxiety
My chest is painful
6 I hate myself
I feel that there is no ally / no sympathizer and understanding person
8 I can't calm myself
9 Other
I was crying, screaming, rolling up, screaming, screaming, screaming at my father and mother, and screaming from morning until about 3 o'clock.
I thought that it was due to various stresses, but for the time being I had a week off work.
It didn't go well in the department transfer destination.
Anyway, now I just concentrate on treatment,
We are looking for a hospital with a second opinion in mind.
Forget what you hated as much as possible
It was fun. I will do my best to remember!
Do your best, too
I read this
I really want to go to a hot spring